Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Jump in the Moment - June News from Lindsay White

So I turn 28 on June 8th. I've always (since high school) felt like I was running out of time. Lots of people laugh at me when I say that since I'm still pretty young. But you can't help but feel what you feel. I am happy to announce that even though I still feel like I'm running out of time, it is a much better feeling than it used to be. I used to feel like I was not miserable, but not exactly happy either, and I was running out of time to find true joy. Now I feel like I've finally found happiness and there are only so many precious moments of it left. V and I started a new routine called "Jump in the Moment". Here's the rules if you want to play along: At some point in your day just stop what you're doing for about a minute. Close your eyes and picture yourself literally jumping into that moment. Don't think about anything behind you or anything ahead of you. In that very small amount of time, find yourself aware of that precise moment and decide what you appreciate about it. Say that thing (or things) out loud. The goal is to practice this awareness until it is with you always. My life consists of tirelessly trying to make things happen for my music career, which means I spend a lot of time ahead of the moment. This is my way to counter-balance and I hope you can find some use in it too. Hmmm, I just decided to write a song called Jump in the Moment. That means that you, readers, have inspired me to write a song today. That is what I'm thankful for in this moment.


On to business:

*The Forget Me Nots just had an awesome house concert last week. I have so much fun with that adorable little band of ours! Let me know if you ever want to host a FMN jamboree at your house! (Or spread the word to any hosts you know)


*The Lovebirds are playing TONIGHT at Belly Up Tavern. We've spent the last few days preparing an AWESOME rendition of Lisa Sanders' "Tell Me Daddy" - you don't wanna miss it! 8:30pm


*I have taken a 30 day break from Facebook. Good for the soul. It's time to go outside and play in the summer sunshine. I'll be back in July!


*Be on the lookout for a new Lindsay White website...it will feature new press photos and up-to-date blogs about my crazytown life. Basically an awesome way to stalk me.


*I will be featured in upcoming Music Issue of Curve Magazine! I'm super excited about that one...stay tuned for more details!


*Lindsay & the White Lies & The Lovebirds will be playing sets at this years SD Pride Festival...mark your calendars!


*and the best news yet...I am going back into the studio at the end of June to start recording my second album, as well an album with The Lovebirds. Forget Me Nots & White Lies albums will follow later this year...I am peeing-in-my-pants excited to be working with Jeff Berkley on all these projects.


You guys make my day for reading this every month. And thanks to those of you who respond with feedback- makes me feel like I'm not just sending this newsletter into a black hole of nothingness. Happy June!!


hope to see you tonight at the Belly Up! i probably won't be wearing this dress.


Thursday, May 26, 2011

Creating the Visual

I'm dedicating this blog entry to my friends in the local music scene who are constantly documenting our little piece of history via photography or videography. It is a thankless job- especially now that it's so easy to copy & paste or crop out a photo credit. As musicians, we get all excited when we make a record every couple of years. But photographers and videographers are making records on a daily basis. Records that we love so much and often take for granted.

In the little free time I have, I work very hard trying to make a career out of music. And the more work I put in, the more I realize how important it is to create a visual when reaching out for new opportunities. So I am very appreciative to my photographer/videographer friends in the local music community who have provided such great documentation of my music career. I feel honored and grateful every time you allow me to be the subject of your art.

I want to highlight 2 of my faves who have helped me recently:
First, Richard Pollard. Richard takes video footage of lots of shows around town, and he recently filmed our last Forget Me Nots concert. We are finally uploading content on our Youtube page thanks to Richard. His videos are helping us share our music with people outside of San Diego, which is so crucial to our promotional efforts.


Second, Alfonso De Alba of I.Am.Lost. I've been friends with Alfonso for a couple years now and he's really been there for me. He is such a talented photographer, and I'm so stoked he was willing to help me on my recent photo shoot. He took a ton of great promo shots that I will be using for my new website...One of the shots will actually be featured in the upcoming issue of Curve magazine! Check out the below pic he took of "The Lovebirds" - on our front porch!
snapped by i.am.lost

There are so many other great visual artists out there that I am blessed to work with and be friends with...maybe I will make this a regular entry and highlight some of my favs! Who are some of your favs?

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Working on my (Bootique) Fitness

I go to food when I'm __________. I could fill in that blank with anything. I envy people who are not constantly thinking about food. How much they want it or need it or hate it or love it, what they should or shouldn't have, how it will make them feel happy, guilty, etc. The only time I've ever had a decent relationship with food was when I was too depressed in my personal life to think about it at all. I looked amazing but I felt like poop.

I have spent a great deal of time since graduating college trying to sort out my food issues. I go back and forth between crazy spurts of binge eating to full-on raw food detox cleanses. Why? Because I'm fantastic at keeping that Gemini pendulum swinging. At this very moment, I feel okay about where I am. Trying to be cognizant of the food choices I make but also trying not to obsess about it. In the meantime, I've been trying to refocus on working out.

I know exercise is the other piece of the puzzle when it comes to leading a healthy lifestyle, but here are my awesome excuses for not making it a priority:
A) It's hard to find time to work out with my busy schedule
B) I'm really lazy
C) I'm kind of poor
D) My back/knees are effed after 20 years of basketball

Like it or not, I know I have to get back into working out. So I'm finding the time, the energy, the money, and the strength to do it. I bought a Groupon for a month of unlimited classes at Bootique Fitness. So far, I've been three times and I like it a lot. Specifically, I love that it's circuit training, and also that each circuit is always different. I have exercise ADD- I get bored so easily. I've decided to tell you all about it because I could use the support to keep it up. (Or you could also try it! Strength in numbers).

We also just started a fat-off at my work because we were all getting overwhelmed by the delicious-but-fatty treats our vendors always bring us. The winning female gets $100 in fitness or health related products/services, so there's a little extra motivation there. I started at about 164lbs and I hope to lose 15-20lbs altogether. For me though, it's more about how I feel in my clothes than a number on a scale.

Mostly I wanted to post this and not only ask for your support but also ask for your advice. What do you guys do to stay healthy? How do you fit it into your schedule? Any tips/tricks to stay motivated? What songs do you like to work out to? I recently just learned that one of my friends lost 65lbs simply by hula hooping to an awesome playlist! I could get on board with that!

Share your thoughts/ideas below puh-lease :) I'll keep you posted on how I'm doing!

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

TZM: Response to Media; Death of Osama bin Laden

My friend shared the interesting article below with me today and I thought I'd repost. Something about this whole killing of Osama bin Laden makes me feel uneasy. I try not to get too involved in politics because the corruption depresses me. However, I did watch President Obama's speech a couple nights ago and I didn't like how he made it sound like this was an American victory in the name of revenge. I know we have to protect our country. I know lives will be lost in that process. Maybe bin Laden's death was crucial in that fight. Maybe it will only make matters worse. But the bottom line is, I am uncomfortable in the way this headhunting is being celebrated. What was the price for this man's death? How many years? How many lives? How much money? How many other national crises neglected in the name of homeland security? Part of me thinks it's some carefully orchestrated Illuminati plan- are they pulling one over on us? The other part of me thinks Yosemite Sam may as well be running this country. What are your thoughts?


FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

TZM: Response to Media; Death of Osama bin Laden

On May 1, 2011 Pres. Barack Obama appeared on national television with the spontaneous announcement that Osama bin Laden, the purported organizer of the tragic events of September 11th 2001, was killed by military forces in Pakistan.

Within moments, a media blitz ran across virtually all television networks in what could only be described as a grotesque celebratory display, reflective of a level of emotional immaturity that borders on cultural psychosis. Depictions of people running through the streets of New York and Washington chanting jingoistic American slogans, waving their flags like the members of some cult, praising the death of another human being, reveals yet another layer of this sickness we call modern society.

It is not the scope of this response to address the political usage of such an event or to illuminate the staged orchestration of how public perception was to be controlled by the mainstream media and the United States Government. Rather the point of this article is to express the gross irrationality apparent and how our culture becomes so easily fixed and emotionally charged with respect to surface symbology, rather than true root problems, solutions or rational considerations of circumstance.

The first and most obvious point is that the death of Osama bin Laden means nothing when it comes to the problem of international terrorism. His death simply serves as a catharsis for a culture that has a neurotic fixation on revenge and retribution. The very fact that the Government which, from a psychological standpoint, has always served as a paternal figure for it citizens, reinforces the idea that murdering people is a solution to anything should be enough for most of us to take pause and consider the quality of the values coming out of the zeitgeist itself.

However, beyond the emotional distortions and tragic, vindictive pattern of rewarding the continuation of human division and violence comes a more practical consideration regarding what the problem really is and the importance of that problem with respect to priority.

The death of any human being is of an immeasurable consequence in society. It is never just the death of the individual. It is the death of relationships, companionship, support and the integrity of familial and communal environments. The unnecessary deaths of 3000 people on September 11, 2001 is no more or no less important than the deaths of those during the World Wars, via cancer and disease, accidents or anything else.

As a society, it is safe to say that we seek a world that strategically limits all such unnecessary consequences through social approaches that allow for the greatest safety our ingenuity can create. It is in this context that the neurotic obsession with the events of September 11th, 2001 become gravely insulting and detrimental to progress. An environment has now been created where outrageous amounts of money, resources and energy is spent seeking and destroying very small subcultures of human beings that pose ideological differences and act on those differences through violence.

Yet, in the United States alone each year, roughly 30,000 people die from automobile accidents, the majority of which could be stopped by very simple structural changes. That’s ten 9/11′s each year… yet no one seems to pine over this epidemic. Likewise, over 1 million Americans die from heart disease and cancer annually – causes of which are now easily linked to environmental influences in the majority. Yet, regardless of the over 330 9/11′s occurring each year in this context, the governmental budget allocations for research on these illnesses is only a small fraction of the money spent on “anti-terrorism” operations.

Such a list could go on and on with regard to the perversion of priority when it comes to what it means to truly save and protect human life and I hope many out there can recognize the severe imbalance we have at hand with respect to our values.

So, coming back to the point of revenge and retribution, I will conclude this response with a quote from Dr. Martin Luther King Jr., likely the most brilliant intuitive mind when it came to conflict and the power of non-violence. On September 15, 1963 a Birmingham Alabama church was bombed, killing four little girls attending Sunday school.

In a public address, Dr. King stated:

“What murdered these four girls? Look around. You will see that many people that you never thought about participated in this evil act. So tonight all of us must leave here with a new determination to struggle. God has a job for us to do. Maybe our mission is to save the soul of America. We can’t save the soul of this nation throwing bricks. We can’t save the soul of this nation getting our ammunitions and going out shooting physical weapons. We must know that we have something much more powerful. Just take up the ammunition of love.”

- Dr. Martin Luther King, 1963 -

~Peter Joseph

www.thezeitgeistmovement.com

Source: News Letter From The Zeitgeist Movement

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Madonna had it right

Last night I had the opportunity to play a songwriter showcase downtown at the Ideal Hotel.

That venue is one of my favorite spots to play since it is a listening-room set up. (And as I've always maintained, no one will ever like my music unless they listen to it). It was a fantastic night and I'll tell you why. Any time there is a broad range of performers, I get overwhelmed with this feeling of purpose. Why do any of us choose to lug our gear downtown, pay $15 for parking and play two songs to a small crowd of people in a dark room? Answer: Expression.
We are overwhelmed with artistic energy that needs to be released in a positive way. We are like cannons shooting fiery balls of passion into the air (yes I just said fiery balls of passion). We don't care where they land, we just have to get them out of us so we can make room for more. It is our purpose.

Top 3 Highlights of my Night (in chronological order)
1. A pleasant conversation with Gregory Page. He told me how much he loves my album. He was honest that it took him a couple of listens to go from like to love. (Like I said earlier, you really have to listen to it). He gave me a copy of his new CD and he signed it. I could have gone home happy and show hadn't even started.

2. Veronica May & the CHS Glee Club. Words can not describe. I was beaming with pride. Like, illuminated. I laughed, I cried. I know how great V is working with youth and I had even heard some of their rehearsal recordings. But watching them live just hit it home. It was infinitely better than fireworks. Such energy and excitement and love for music. I don't understand people who don't understand the importance of arts education. This ten-minute performance probably taught these teens more about the human condition than they will ever learn via standardized testing. I am so in love with V's ability to teach huge concepts through music while simultaneously bringing out the best in people. It really brings out the best in her.

3. Growing real-life friendships. My online persona is not shy. But put me in a room full of real-life flesh and bones, and I get all verklempt. I'm not a chit-chatter. I just feel awkward around people for the most part. Really self-conscious. Like there's no way they will find anything I have to say remotely interesting. It's weird, I know. BUT, last night I kind of noticed a change. Because of my slow but steady progress in the music community, I feel like I am actually making some genuine friendships. People seemed happy to see me. That gave me a serious case of the warm n' fuzzies.

I love my life. I love expressing myself through art and words and music. I love watching other people do the same.

Express yourself. Hey hey hey hey.


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Smoothing out and Settling Down

I just wanted to pop-in for a few sentences to say that I plan on writing an update very soon. My last blog entry was super depressing and I wanted to let the world know (and maybe just verify for myself) that I am doing better than I have in a long time.

I'm still going through some challenges, but I am giving and receiving love in my life and who could ask for more than that? I will give some more detail when I have some free time. Until then, just know I'm smiling.